Hello and welcome to Healthcare Magic. Thanks for your query. I understand that you are going through a difficult time due to your psychological problems. From the description of your symptoms, you are likely to be suffering from an depressive disorder. However a detailed history and psychological assessment is necessary to pin-point the diagnosis. Don t worry because there are effective treatment options for depression. Treatment can be in the form of medication and psychotherapy, which will help you overcome your problems. So, please consult a psychiatrist for further evaluation and treatment. Wish you all the best. Regards, Dr. Jonas Sundarakumar Consultant Psychiatrist