Hello and thank you for your question. It is possible for you to recover from your broken heart. Whenever you are in a relationship and it ends then there is some time that you need to take to let your heart heal. It is probably better for you not to see this girl for a while. At least until you can just be friends with her. If that is not possible then you may need to just not have any contact with her at all. Don t beat up on yourself, just love yourself and give yourself time to heal from this break up. It may be helpful to you to talk to a counselor.