my baby died a year and a half ago, im about to lose my job because of a head injury from a car accident at happened 6 yrs ago, things are just piling up i feel so awful. i still have two children and my husband who i love dearly, my step son lives with us and he s a decent kid, i dont like dealing with the ex s etc ... things just cant seem to go right ... i dont want pills and i didnt care for therapy all the lady did was tell me i should take some time away, by myself and focus on just me .... im not interested in that, cant afford it for one (obviously she didnt listen when i said we ll have no money soon because my husband pays 4000 a month in child support ... i feel like such a loser and that things arent going to turn out the way i feel they should .... sooo my question is, if i go to my doctor is there a way i can ask for help naturally, or can someone tell me if this all just goes away one day and i one day would stop crying my eyes out all the time ... im so frustrated, i should be stronger than this ...