Hi..... I am an asian from Myanmar. I am 22 years old. I am not so fluent in English so plz understand if i didn't make it thoroughly. I had protected sex with CSW on protected sex(using condom) 8 days ago. At that time, i was out of control. But still in that room, i got an alert from my mind to wash my penis head with water-with little water and tissue. I did it that way. I am not on circumcision. The problem I got so worried about is that I got an increased temperature after 7 days exposure. I think i got that from going outside with my girlfriend in afternoon and the weather is so hot and may be i got heat stroke. The process is that during intercourse, i did use condom on CSW. And when i want doggy, she flipped. I didn't get the right position. So, she helped me with that. During that, condom was slipped out of my penis. After that, i didn't put anything inside her vagina. So i masturbated with my hand. What i used to worry is I did have contact with her clitoris and vaginal tract before having sex. I didn't wash my hand. Then the following is the intercourse. So, it came to masturbation part. I used that hand to masturbate. Suddenly when i got alerted, i immediately washed my penis with little water and tissue. After that, i went to public toilet. And i washed it again with little water. Public toilet in our country are provided with little water and I was got shocked if i get infected during that. :( I went home. Just as i said, i did have suspicious of my body. As soon as i got home, i washed again with water and soap ( only on head not the foreskin ). :( I am so depressed now. So so depressed. I read an aritcle from avert concerning HIV possible infection stages. They said after 1 week to few weeks, i might be feeling symptoms like flu ( increased temperature ). And i am suffering that right now. I am watching my body if any rash could happen which is next stage. And after 6 days, i got antibody test and the result is Non-reactive. I was so happy. But when i have contact with my doctor friend said that it was not conclusive coz there is window period. And i got contact with HIV helpline with phone contact. He said there is a litte chance to get infected after hearing my process. But i still have suspicious coz i am now feeling first stage of HIV (fever). And he asked me to get Viral Load-RNA coz i got so depressed and suspicious. :( But when i have contact with therapist, she suggested me to get antigen P24 test first. And i read about that. It said within 2-4 weeks exposure, that test would be effective. Intercourse was on 3 March. So can i go test the antigen test? I also read about others. My career is Marine Enginner. I got a contract of 9 months as a cadet. They said 3 months after exposure, i should test antibody.But i dont have the chance to get the test. When i will be back on Land again, there will be 6 months after when i should have tested. I am so worry about getting infected and If i get infected, my viral count in my body would be so many. :( I wanted to be helpful to my family and also to my girlfriend. If i did get infected, there will never be a chance like that again. And my shipping company has a policy of rejecting those who have RVI. I will lose my career too. I cant let that happen. :( So, plz sir or madam, can u plz kindly answer to my question? Will there is a way to get infected HIV to me? I am so sorry for my long msg. But i am so so depressed about that. :( Plz answer to my question immediately. Plz...
With thanks, :) :)