Hi there ~
I understand your concerns. I believe that you are affecting your medical health by misusing the substances heroin and methamphetamine
to get a high. Your issues with abuse or dependence on any of thee drugs is life threatenings. I believe you may have an upper respiratory tract
infection due to smoking
these substances. I hope you consult a psychiatrist
specializing in substance use disorders as soon as you can.
I hope this helps. Take care and have a lovely day!