Hi and welcome to Healthcare Magic. Thanks for your question...
You seem to have an anxiety-related or a personality-related problem. Many of your symptoms are indicative of borderline personality traits. You will need a detailed psychological assessment to plan therapy accordingly. There are good psychotherapy
techniques which can help you handle your emotions better. Please consult a psychiatrist
in your area for help.
Wish you all the best.
- Dr. Jonas Sundarakumar