Hello. Ill start with some background information. About 4 months ago I broke up with my boyfriend and he did NOT deal with it well (depression flair, diagnosed bipolar, attempted suicide, missing school, broke hand from punching wall, etc.) Personally, I have either felt ignorant and happy or extremely sad and emotional after the break up. Recently I found out that he has voluntarily gone to the hospital and I was not given any details why. Just hours before finding out this information, I became randomly sad and started crying and a few hours after that I became sick and felt as though I was going to throw up. Days after given this information, I have felt AWEFUL, I've been crying a lot and sleeping little. I have not eaten in two days. I used to self harm and I have began do to so again. I don't know if I'm doing all of this because I have a serious problem or if I am forcing myself to act this way and in turn feel as though he does. Help please.