I adore you dear friend.
I was given nitro once and I thought my head would explode.
My drug of choice is Adenosine
, when I am tachy that is a wonder drug. When I was pregnant I couldn't get it and in the first trimester I was in the ER at least once a week. We did the head in ice water thing, that totally sucks.
I know you have never wanted it but I do pray for you.