Hi my name is Jason, i've been on and off of Lithium for bipolar mood disorder for years. I've been put back on recently due to a suicide attempt (Again), i've lost my job and almost my girlfriend. She is saying that since i have been on it that it is like i'm not even there anymore. and she is absolutely right. I feel lethargic, disinterested, i don't want sex, i'm not aroused by pornography. She wants me back, but when the old me returns, he returns with a bag full of tricks that make him and her happy, sad, angry, erratic, confused, up and down. I need a new med. Seroquel makes me like a zombie, Abilify makes me agitated, twitchy and gives me headaches. I'm from Australia, so the products available in other countries we don't have here. I'm looking at giving Tegretol a go, if i recall there were less side effects. I'm just sick and tired of my head and emotions. I want to live, i just wish that i could.