Welcome to HCM
We understand your concerns
I went through your problem description. I suggest you not to worry too much. This is not the memory loss
. You are being overly stressed and body is taking the toll. From the description it is very clear that your lifestyle is not at all suitable for a human being. Human being need to arrange life between work and rest. There are lot of examples of people losing their temper if not followed this schedule.
I don't know what course you are taking. But I can assure you, psychologists, through different studies, have constantly pointed out that a person should not read and write academic matter for more than 4 hours. He need sleep for 6 hours at least. Leisure time activities for 4 hours. Workk for 8 hours. 2 hours for food. During the work he can learn practical lessons and take notes, but not studying from book. Smoking
20 cigerettes a day and masturbating daily is also extra stressful.
Therefore I suggest you to change the lifestyle as I suggested. You can have a telephone counseling session with me. For that contact www.healthcaremagic.com, customer service executive.
Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications.
Get well soon.