Hi there ~
I understand your concerns. I understand your desperation as spasmo proxyvon
is addictive since it has opiates in them if you are using it for a long time; you probably are dependent on opiates and have opioid
addiction that needs treatment. I strongly advise you to consult a psychiatrist
that is well versed
in substance abuse
issues. I believe if you do not do so you are at risk of losing your life over medical illnesses that may not be treatable with your continued dependence on spasmo proxyvon. I hope you get help urgently.
I hope this helps. Take care of yourself and have a lovely day!