Brief Answer:
DO NOT THINK NEGATIVE ABOUT FUTURE, LIVE TODAY
Detailed Answer:
Dear XXXX
Please do not worry
As I already mentioned, accepting that you have
anxiety disorder is indeed the first step towards cure. I stand by that. You also understand that anxiety is a disorder and not a disease. Diseases need medication and disorders need life style changes.
You had almost all those tests to determine your physical and organic conditions which determines diseases, which you thought you had. They all came negative. Still you are acquiring new knowledge about diseases and getting anxious about it and want to go for new tests. This is Obsessive Behavior. Naturally comes with
Hypochondriasis.
Knowledge is for information and for further use. Not to get confused or to be anxious about. Every MBBS student goes through such syndrome and is called "Intern's syndrome". Acquire enough knowledge to overcome this syndrome.
As long as your doctors are concerned YOU ARE FIT. Is there any alternative way to prove it? God will not come to you and say that you are fit. Therefore you should accept the doctor's verdict and behave accordingly, means FORGET IT. You went to so many doctors and everyone said same. Even in future, the same is going to happen. That is evident, Then? Why is this happening? Because you do not believe in yourself or in almighty. Those who believe in self, know they are doing everything they can and will not worry about what might happen in future. Those who believe in almighty, believe that nothing about their future is in their control and therefore they don't worry about future. Future includes diseases also. In both cases, to live peacefully, you need to ignore thoughts about future. FORGET PAST, DO NOT THINK NEGATIVE ABOUT FUTURE, LIVE TODAY. Happily.
Psychotherapy is a science which is based on life style changes. I shall give you some techniques here to overcome your anxiety:
1. Basic is ignoring the symptoms. For that you need to be busy. Do what ever you can to keep yourself busy and active. Exercising, Playing outdoor games etc. Keep yourself fit means you gain confidence that you are doing your bit to be healthy. Also take care of your studies or career. Whenever negative thoughts or symptoms comes. ignore them, and learn to divert thoughts to anything other than negative. Keep yourself busy for next 15 days and you will see the change coming.
2.
Meditation should help you. Just sit in a quite place. Close your eyes and start breathing normally. Observe the breathing. Just do that. If thoughts go beyond, slowly bring them back to the breathing. Don't worry about anything. Do this for 20 minutes twice daily.
3. Believe in god. He is the creator and he has already written everything about you. That will happen. You will die when god wants you to. Means you have no control over the future. Accept it. Worrying about future and body conditions is actually wasting the life today. LIVE TODAY Happily.
4. Keep a diary. Write down all the episodes which gives you anxiety symptoms. Find solutions to overcome it and never try to escape the situation. Face it head on. Wait for it to happen and jump into it.
5. Stand in front of a large mirror and say every positive things you can remember. Do this several times in a day.
6. Utter positive statements throughout the day. whenever you can. Ignore negative thoughts.
Please come forth with any doubts you may have.
Good luck.