Suggest Treatment For Acute Depression And Suicidal Thoughts
Please try to remain relaxed.
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Things have become worse. Because of the events in last one month XXXXXXX moved to his dad's house. There he might faced bad environment and this cause him to admit in a psychiatric hospital. But as he has admitted himself there already so nothing much can be done. This will help him in coming out of the bad thoughts he was having. Now try not to anticipate these things. The thoughts of XXXXXXX caused the harm to your personal, social life only. Try to avoid thinking about the XXXXXXX again and again.
Please try to remain relaxed and don't take any step that might harm you or land you in legal troubles. Please try to understand, any step meant to contact XXXXXXX will increase the problems only. Please at least follow my advise for sometime.
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Please try to ignore any thoughts related to XXXXXXX
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I am saying this since about last 3 months that try to forget the things related to XXXXXXX He is ill and is without insight with no treatment. All these things resulted in worsening of his condition instead of improvement. This caused impairment in your health both physically and mentally. He filed multiple injunctions and legal problems increased. Even your personal life hampered. XXXXXXX moved to his dad's house and now is in mental hospital probably because of ill treatment by his dad and his partner.
Now as things are in bad shape currently in such situation try to stay calm. Don't take any drastic step, just let the time pass. In some time you will be able to talk to XXXXXXX again. Forget about XXXXXXX if possible. As current period is of stress so the DID will become worse but with time the symptoms will decrease spontaneously. So please remain hopeful. If you will not talk about XXXXXXX and will concentrate on your health then others will start liking you again. Please try to follow this advise.
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I am trying not to make everything a disaster but the last two years have been really bad for both me and XXXXXXX I haven't thought about XXXXXXX much in the last week or at all in fact except for a few times when I was angry with myself about making such a big thing about it..I spend all of my time alone.My daughter can't get in to see me and my friend XXXXXXX is busy all this week with her squadron of pilots. She is 87 and still flies or pilots a small airplane with the Civil Air Patrol. I am seeing that generally people really like me but when I get so anxious or depressed I push people I love the most away.
I am afraid because I cannot get out much as I no longer have a car and there is no mass transportation here in this city. I also am in poverty and only have $2 to live on for the next three days...and am therefore isolated.
I am scared> I just looked through my emails and saw that i had emailed his store address. i did it on Tuesday and pretended to be someone else. I was in the hospital that night only an hour or two after I did that. i am afraid.
Try not to make things worse.
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Please don't be afraid from this. These XXXXXXX will do nothing. No need to worry. Try not to repeat this thing again. Because mailing him again and again will increase the legal problems only. This will not not serve any purpose. Try to ignore any thoughts of XXXXXXX Please try to understand.
You are running out of money and legal problems will extract money also. Try not to make things worse. For some days stay calm and don't do anything bad.
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My friend is concerned as I have chronic hyperinsomnia. She sleeps like a baby on the massage beds..I struggle to get even a few hours and the psychiatrists here do not like zanax.But it helps me to calm down and fall asleep. I think I might be finally getting some closure with the XXXXXXX thing at least for now and am trying to get some help for this fear I have that XXXXXXX will not be coming back to me anymore. He is my prayer partner and I miss him so much. He is a blonde blueyed skinny, tall young man of 25. I love him so much.
But tomorrow I will see XXXXXXX again and go on the massage beds..they really do help with my mood. The massage beds have been proven to help with anxiety and depression but for me the far infra red light and heat energize me rather than put me to sleep. Still I think I am making progress in accepting that XXXXXXX may not come back and that I will be okay. I am more concerned about XXXXXXX
He needs my help still and I feel so alone. There is a distaste for me and a scorn by the clinic staff that i could feel this week that is not a very good thing. I need to find a Christian place to go to that accepts my beliefs of the spiritual not just emotional abuse I sustained as a very young baby and child..and I am grateful that there is now a place that people who believe in Yshua( Jesus) have access to. God is the only One Who can heal what I have with the DID and PtSD. XXXXXXX and XXXXXXX and I all believe the same thing but XXXXXXX caused so much damage to me and my son that I cannot allow him back unless he would seriously seek and get psychiatric treatment..and I am not going to do anything bad. I wasn't sure about that until tonight however..thanks so much for your support..and I hope you are right about the email. I am not supposed to contact him in ANY way even through the mail or emails though. He doesn't always look at his emails though and I am sure that he is even more paranoid than he was last year..no one is able to contact him on his home emails anymore. He just has blocked everyone. I guess I am trying to say that finally I am beginning to see some progress in myself about letting go of the XXXXXXX thing...it has taken almost two years but I am doing it finally..I will always feel sad about it though.
Please don't remain fearful, XXXXXXX will come back.
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Please don't think that XXXXXXX will not come back. He is your son and is a grown up man. He can decide what is best for him. So don't remain afraid from this. He will definitely come back.
This is good that you are now agreeing to not to mail him again. Please don't even think about this. Try to maintain that enthusiasm. Your health will improve with time and try not to think about XXXXXXX again. Just maintain this.
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Try to remain calm please.
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Please try to remain calm. XXXXXXX will not do such thing. He will come back. You haven't ruined his life. He loves you and is a good son. Try to remain patient, take medicines for your pain and if needed for sleep. Don't overthink and over analyse. Everything will improve with time. Try to gather money for your food and medicines.
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I was telling XXXXXXX that on the ride home..and when i got home found that XXXXXXX had tried to call me on my cell but its all okay. They have treated all of us poorly but what they meant for evil God means for good that we are being trained by God to wait and trust in HIS PURPOSES and plans and that if we just and I mean me, mostly, HE will make everything work out the way HE wants it to for our good. For we know that IN all things, God works together for the good of those who love Him..and I am learning what it means to trust Him and that He is the God of all hope.....
Don't loose your faith.
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This is good that you have starred to spend time with your friend. This will help in diverting your mind. The things related to XXXXXXX will definitely improve. Just keep your pace and remain strong. Have patience. GOD will make everything better and you will se happiness in future. Just keep your faith alive.
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His recovery is difficult.
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Yes he is not taking any treatment, even not accepting illness due to poor insight, he has no one to care of so his recovery is very difficult. Its difficult to say but the chances of his come back are very very low. If he was on treatment his recovery would have become easier.
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