Question:
Don't know how to email that much G's over the internet

Did some activity. I forced myself to work on my trail in the woods. I came home, my vision is till not so clear (in my left eye too) 3 hours later.

Feel fatigued.
Glad I forced myself tho'
Got home and lie in ed, not tired, but it trying to sleep was uncomfortable because, I don't know. It was like I was wired in my head, but not wired)

(I am amazed I WALKED THAT TREACHEROUS terrain with my back almost totally not hurting me!)

Someone (a veteran of this Iraqi War) told me it was my BRAIN tha was swelling causing the sensation pressure behind my right eye. Is THAT true?

He DID say there was soemthing-disks in the middle of my spine and did something where he hugged me from behind and I relaxed and he did something. What is wrong with my memory? I read a book and finished it last week and cannot even remember the characters names, except one of them. I remember bits and pieces of what I red, but... AM I losing my memory slowly too?

(Then again, he said they're working on head transplants, and they can already do face transplants. Is all that a bunch of crap. or true?)

If so, can a neurologist eliminate this swelling?

WILL I EVER BE ABLE TO WORK on my trails without this passy-out tired feeling EVER again? (Thank GOD FOR the Librium I would've zombied out on the trail and begun feeling waves of what it fels like right before you pass out, without passing out.)
i am willing to undergo brain surgery, and risk permanent XXXXXXX damage, to e able to live like I USED TO, and not have to sit in a g#$damned rocking chair the rst of my life.

Can I ever get my lost once-upon-a-time better-than-perfect vision back

Will get another video to you

The brain swelling. IS IT DANGEROUS? Can it onset YET ANOTHER stroke?

Can stem cells alleviate I?

CAN I EVER SING and rap a concert like I used to do before this goddamn stroke? (SORRY for the language. Frustration overflow)

The stem cell center has gotten my release of information forms and I am awaitin a telephone consultation with Dr. XXXXXXX Cramer. (He IS AMA board certified? HOW MUCH experience has he d doing stem cells?) I was told the only stem cell therapy their clinic is authorized to do is stroke related recovery.

WILL THIS...
Improve my speech so I can rap like I once did?
Improve my memory?
Get rid of this constant goddamned fatiguishness?
Alleviate this swelling in my brain>

Can this case CHRONIC sinusitis?
Can tem ells KILL THIS too?
Part 3, (PLEASE read the 2 previous posts!)

The deequalib got SO BAD three days ago I rode my bike to the ER.

Diagnosed with fluid in my ear, a bacterial infection, sinusitis (AGAIN!!! Goddamn Fluticasone didn't CLEAR IT UP two months ago, THAT'S why I wonder if it's part of this fucking stroke)

Diagnosed with vertigo. Given meds for bacterial infection, and Mesca-something for the vertigo.

HOW MUCH FUCKING WORSE CAN IT KEEP GETTING and how much more doped up am I gonna have to get to feel SUB-normal? I got a Los Angeles trip Nov 5 - 8. How am I gonna make it through that possibly (LITERALLY) HELL of a good-time (IF POSSIBLE) vacation music conference?

Stem cell clinic told me the price range was $8900 - more if they had to bring in a specialist. (PLUS I MUST reimburse my parents for the gas, hotel room and board, as my parents are sick and tired of me always complaining about being SICK; always shuttling me to doctors' appts, and me begging for prayer. I AM SO SICK AND tired of MOM telling me HER HEALTH SUCKS, and I, like her, will just have to learn to live with it... At 43? FUCK that! MY birthday is Oct 21.

Dad always calls me a hypochondriac.

Mom keeps telling me she will email Dr. XXXXXXX but has yet to do it.

Wonder how they'd feel if I used my mom's gun to KILL the sickness, lol)

16 to 20 yeas ago, I read a story about some man with ACUTE OCD. It was such torment he tired to blow his brains out. HE SURVIVED, made a full recovery, and the bullet actually only destroyed the part of his brain that had the OCD! He ended up back to his old happy self again.

As for Dr. XXXXXXX HE started his show to help out PEOPLE, but fame, and ratings, and glitz, and money, and goddamned Christmas-like commercialism / capitalism replaced his humanitarianism.

Medicare will not pay or it.
I REALLY NEED to find a way to raise the funds. Any ideas? I got a pot friened, and I am willing to sell pot to get the money and thumb my nose at those people who say drug dealers are scum! EASY for THOSE asshole preachers when their lives are free and as and haPpy LIKE I WISH MINE ONCE WAS AGAIN!

Panhandled $15 bucks in two nights ago. Unfortunately, they got a new asshole clerk who runs me off. Used to be the clerks knew me and turned a blind eye to my panhandling.
Got $1,250 saved up in a savings acct...

If I could ONLY, till then get PULSED ELECTROMAGNETIC FIELD THERAPY for my fucking neck and low back. It SUCKS living in the backwoods medical-area of the U.S.!

So,...

Dr. CRAMER himself will hook me up with the charitable organizations, yaye! I have no gift of gab, and I am a flop @ moving the masses to do anything. Hence, my struggling YouTube views.

As for GOD, I am TERRIFIED HE might not be answering because I am a selfish idolatrous sinner, wanting rather to fulfill my dreams for a season instead of just giving ALL my life to Him.

Can you, in good conscience, pray He allow me a little more time to (and to actually) SEE my dreams - AT LEAST SOME TO THEM - come true, nd withhold this judgment a few years, maybe 15 years?

NOW the pressure behind my right eye is ALSO in my right ear, with clcks of pops. Both times my family physician saw nothing. (Between these two times an ER nurse some some fluid in my right ear.

I saw a tv show on parasites. Could the feeling of something alive behind my right eye be a parasite?

My family physician says I am as healthy as a horse. Looking at me he'd guess me to be 29, 28, (tomorrow, Oct 21, I will turn 43). He says I got the kidneys of a teen-ager and the perfect liver.

"You'll be in your nineties riding that bicycle everywhere," e told m.

SOMETHING'S F@CKED UP in my head, however! And reember... APPEARANCES CAN BE DECEIVING!

Continue with the (pulsed) electromagnetic field therapy, you wrote, lol!
I WISH I COULD S T A R T that!
NOWHERE here do they do that!
Does Dr. Cramer do THAT too?

Oh, and CAN I CONTINUE TO MAKE myself work in the woods using a machete to cut back the growth on my trails IN SPITE OF THE SWELLING IN MY PERIPHERY?

Always Feel A sense Of HOPE After Every Correspondence With You, XXXXXXX

So this misfiring neurons CAN ALSO be fixed by the stem cells?

I will be in Los Angeles fro November 5 -8.

Is it possible to meet you, well, sorry, I had to try, lol!

Guy there (Mark Blackwell) shooting the documentary on my life, since 2010, knows some celebrities and maybe HE can talk some of THEM into helping me.

Feel free to contact him @ 323 - 841 - 5870., and tell him Wild Man XXXXXXX sent you, and this is about m stroke and stem cells.

Thanks, XXXXXXX

Had my telephone consultation with Dr. XXXXXXX Cramer this morning @ 10:30.

Really insightful & hopeful, thanks.

What country are you in? I didn't recognize the names of the places.

OMG!

Been feeling like ALL-CAPS SHIT lately, on and off!

In L.A. I tried going to the beach hoping the salty air would clear my sinuses.

I have constant fatigue, heat flushing sensations on my head. The visual disturbance in my eye is I think getting a little worse. Somebody here said they would try to raise the funds for the stem cells I SO desperately crave. Was in WATTS, and PEOPLE KNEW ME FROM my MTV video1, asking for my autograph. I should've been on cloud-9, but this goddamned sensations of heat flushing on my head, this goddamned fatigue. This visual right eye. The congestion in my right eye, the constant snap crackle pops in my eustachian tube, I assume.

Beginning to feel queasy, not much like eating or drinking.


You SURE I am not slowly dying? Meninghitis? Parasite? Tumor that is smart enough to elude detection? singing makes my right ear "fill up" and affects right eye. Went to an eminet ENT doctyor (I shouldve asked to be checked for allergies. X-rayed my sinuses, gave me all the tests, gave me that goddamned clean XXXXXXX of health, but still have all the symptoms of sinusitis!

I finally am a star, met some models, and I feel like I am dying so it is practically useless. EVERYBODY tells e I look STRONG, fit, trm, healthy. Appearances can be deceiving. IF I ONLY HAD A Doctor WHO could show me on a chart WHAT IS HAPPENING, my mind might not conjure up all these demons.

Maybe it's all these goddamned meds I am on. Add Meclizine to the list. The wearing fatigue. Smebodfdy told me the Plavix and my acid relfux med adds to the fatigue.

Someone thins I have a hiatal hernia? Mom says my stomacvh simply overporduces acid.
I feel the burning (IF I don't take my Dexilent after 2 days) in my gut above my belly button. I do not feel the sit like heartburn that rises up. Is mine really relux, or a hiatal hernia, or something else?
Can either be CURED?

Maybe the herniated neck dsks contribute to this, the nerve sensations?

Is there ea drug (that will NOT make me gain weight or be tired) that can mask this shit-total discomfort so I can enjoy being famous, at least?

I almost wonder if taking cocaine during the day could give me the kick so I can live when awake, just enough to wear off when it is timer to sleep.

I cannot keep living like this. Shit keeps getting worse. What next? My right ear lobe sometimes feel hot.

Could I have an acute, serous sinus infection? Maybe even AIDS?

Could heavy penicillin kill it?

I am trusting Jesus, but, Dear Lord, where ARE You? That poem "Footprints in the sand", well, Jesus certainly isn't carrying ME in His arms in this devastating hell-crisis!

Late at night at my computer my hell is it's least. When I wake up for hours after that it is pure hell!

I find myself wondering if I spend the thousands on stem cells if I STILL will fel like this! I find it IMPOSSIBLE TO BELIEVE it will get better. Second law of Thermodynamics - all things are winding down descending from order into chaos. With my old age it can ONLY GET WORSE.


You absolutely sure stem cells can dramatically not only IMPROVE, but MAINTAIN for years the improvement?

(PLEASDE don't forget to rerad the previous query!)

Oh, and s there a cure for high blood pressure?

Acid reflux, or G.E.R.D? (STEM cells)

Can vinea

I had hernia surgery. WHYYY sometimes do I exercise and STILL feel a pain where my hernia was?

Lifted some 5 pound dumbbells and my groin hurt for many minutes as I lie in bed to sleep.

Can stem cellls cure upper motor neuron lesion, or my drop foot or my dragging rtight foot? Or that te cold werather makes my right arm stiff and rigid?
(PLEASDE don't forget to rerad the previous query!)

Oh, and s there a cure for high blood pressure?

Acid reflux, or G.E.R.D? (STEM cells)

Can vinea

I had hernia surgery. WHYYY sometimes do I exercise and STILL feel a pain where my hernia was?

Lifted some 5 pound dumbbells and my groin hurt for many minutes as I lie in bed to sleep.

Can stem cellls cure upper motor neuron lesion, or my drop foot or my dragging rtight foot? Or that te cold werather makes my right arm stiff and rigid?
Oh, I think I discoverfeds something -I THINK...

Tried to go a day without taking my Librium, began to feel fatigued, letharic, and the beginnings of the passy-out feeling, but my vision (right eye) was clear and no congestion in right ear.

Took the Lib and began feeling better, much better, but my nose began snotting, my right eye vision began to be affected, and I began feeling congestion in eustachain tube.

Maybe I should go back to Xanax, or Lorazepam.