thank you for your timely response. i had one doctore tell me that i could take 100 mg of alprazolam and just sleep for 2 days. upon hearing that, i became severly addicted.
My main issue now is my obesity. Since our only child was killed at age 16, i was put on soooo many meds its not funny. 1st anti-depressant, which worked wonders was
Effexor. However it put 75 lbs of weight on me. my normal weight is 145 lbs, and i look good.I made appt for
gastric sleeve, when i researched it , it terrified me. I then convinced myself that is the lazy way out.
I realize its up to me to eat right and start working out again. Having very difficult time getting motivated. I'm certain its
depression holding me back and rhematiod
arthritis. Reason for my depression is due to significant amount of deaths in my family, the worst being our only child.
My brother died 11/2002,
liver cancer. 9 months later our girl was run over by a speedboat and basically mutilated. XXXXXXX (daughter), i will never get over.
1 month later after XXXXXXX my dad died. he laid on the couch, said "i cnat live without my poopsie". (meaning Lindsey) Linz was only granchild. XXXXXXX 2012 my sister and only sibling died from
COPD.
i am seeing a
psychiatrist currently. Another one prior to him and a paraphyscologist. Forgive me for babbling, wasnt my intention. Just wanted to shine a few lights on things, and y i am the way i am.
Thank you in advance Doctor.
Kind Regards, XXXXXXX Currey
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