Question: I feel utterly depressed since I discovered while I was 12 that I am not normal but XXXXXXX This is considered as a disease but believe me, there is nothing I can do about it. I an 34 yrs now and have battled a lot with all my relatives, friends and parents to somehow procrastinate marriage. All these situations keeps me restless and anxious all the time but the worst part is yet to be told. Two years back, a guy joined my team in office who was 8 years younger to me. I was asked to mentor him and in the process, we became friends. We used to go in pubs, bars , movies, trips and were also gained popularity in office as "Jai-Veeru" meaning close friends. Unknowingly, I started to develop feelings for him as if I love him. I couldnt bear the situations when he used to deny any of my requests/asks to go out for lunch or movie or hanging out. I couldnt control the anger and frustration caused due to the so called "being neglected" feeling, while I never had these issues with same situations by someone else. He used to ask me whenever he used to plan a trip or going out, and if used to deny, he also used to cancel going. This continued for a year until the time he started seeing a girl in the office. As his relationship with the girl grew older and stronger, i felt his bonding with me grew weaker and weaker. He used to ignore me if I asked him to go out for a tea break saying he has work, but within few minutes he used to go out with that girl for a break. Same started happenning with my trip plans and beer parties. Till the time I was so much into him that I was finding it hard to keep my mental state stable because I kept thinking about him 24x7 bringing hopelessness and sadness.Getting up all of a sudden in the night , then struggling to sleep again. Now he revealed yesterday to me that he is getting married to that girl this XXXXXXX 19th which has left me shattered and devastated. Although I anticipated this, but dont know why this news saddenned me. I m his friend and should feel happy about him getting settled, instead, I am going into depression , sinking into a feeling of not getting a chance ever in future to spending time with him and for over-nite parties since he will have to take care of a woman who is now his wife. I am constantly being swamped in such thoughts and lost a considerable amount of self confidence, focus and health. I need your help to bring my focus back, learn to how keep myself first rather than that guy and forget him. The problem is I see him everyday since we are in same office and I failed to find out how to deal with it everyday.

Thanks Dr. Mittal, As for consultation, can I see you as a possible pschyatrist to cure me ?

Thanks Doctor. I probably knew the answer would be "Sure, why not. Vist my Clinic".
But the very thing I want to know if you are comfortable with curing depressions due to "Homosexuals", which are widely seen with hatred.