Suicidal tendencies, Abusive family atmosphere - Online Doctor Chats

User :   Ive been self harming for 2 years, i think i have self destructive behaviour, i dont see the point in life anymore, i hate my body and my life i cant trust anyone and when i get feelings for people the instantly disapear when they feel love for me back, commitment scares me and i cant stand living like this anymore. i have family problems with an abusive father with drink issues and a mother who works full time. help
User :   :(
Doctor :   hi
User :   ive just been so confused and annoyed recently, my parents know about the cutting but they didnt do anything but yell at me, i take pills when nothing is wrong just to sistain the idea i might die, and i just dont care about life anymore :(
User :   hi :)
Doctor :   dont worry

Doctor :  
whats your age
User :   15
Doctor :  
what do you do
User :   i cut a lot, i just want to feel the pain, i dont feel worthy of anything or anyone, i have pills just for no reason and i hate myself
Doctor :  
hey, this is not good, think of doing
Doctor :  
something constructive
User :   i do but its just so hard :(
Doctor :  
how about your friends
User :   my friends dont know about it :T
Doctor :  
see, life is hard for sometime
User :   i know i just dont know how to deal with my anger anymore
Doctor :  
if you adjust to the life, if difficult face
Doctor :  
it automatically will get adjusted to you
Doctor :  
may be it take few days or few months

Doctor :  
exercise and meditate