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Date : 21-Feb-2012
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User :   i feel high and its making me sad but im not even doing any drugs                                                  
User :   i have uncontrollable thoughts that will make it worse to
Doctor :   Hi
Doctor :   ok
User :   i really dont know what to do i cant be patient with anybody any more and im getting violent
Doctor :   this is from when ?
User :   this has been going on for a couple months but it comes and goes
User :   like i can be normal for 2 to 3 days then the next 4 or 5 is a tornado of emotions
Doctor :   may i know your age and occupation ?
User :   19 and i make pizzas
Doctor :   what is the reason for you to get so violent often ?
User :   i start thinking
Doctor :   thinking about what ?
User :   i will think about anything it wanders
User :   its making me cry to and i dont cry
Doctor :   do you have any particular event around which you think more ?
User :   half the time i cant remember after wards
User :   i think ALOT when at work
User :   thats when it happens the most
Doctor :   are you not satisfied with the work what you do /
User :   today i woke up and just had an really overwhelming feeling in my head and i couldnt do anything and all i wanted to do is sleep and then i started crying
User :   idk if i could ever be satisifed with what i do
Doctor :   there is something in your mind which your are not able to tell and that is causing you all this problem
Doctor :   the weird thoughts, losing temper easily all are the emotional expression of the internal conflict
User :   like the other day i had a panic attack while at work just thinking about how im starting school in the fall and how there should be no point in doing good because everyone is just going to put me down but i dont care how the others feel about my schooling
Doctor :   you want to study
User :   i know i plan on doing good but when i get to the idea of doing good i start thinking about how even with perfect grades its never good enough and i dont like it and i feel like im just going to ruin it
Doctor :   XXXXXXXX basically you are confused
User :   is there any thing a can do to stop thinking
Doctor :   you want to achieve a lot but you want everything to happen perfectly
Doctor :   decide what you want to do
Doctor :   just by thinking you cannot do anything
Doctor :   think and act in that regard
User :   and im extremely paranoid
Doctor :   no you are not
User :   i always think someone is trying to kill me and if i get a singe look from someone i think there after me
Doctor :   at the age of 19 people are very much hunger for success
Doctor :   that is what you have
Doctor :   but success doesn't come easily
Doctor :   you need to take to much of difficulties to achieve
User :   and then i also get worried that i wont be allowed to work anymore because my it is illegal for my mom to work because of her mental status and dont want this to happen to me
Doctor :   stop thinking negative
Doctor :   a man is judged by his actions
Doctor :   and his actions are directed by his thoughts
User :   how come somedays i feel like i can do anything but on days like today the only thing i want to do is quit
Doctor :   well it is positive thought
Doctor :   that makes you feel you can do anything
Doctor :   if you sustain that you will be a winner
Doctor :   today if you are felling low, just say yourself god is testing you with a bad day let you be successful in this test
User :   i can do that for a day or two but then then next days after that it doesnt even matter how well i think i can do i just cant do it
Doctor :   when you can do it for a day or two why cant for a week, why cant for a month ?
Doctor :   no point in running away - running away is a sign or looser
User :   idk i just wake up and then i totally feel like a different person like can i ever gpo back to normal
User :   then i wake up a different person then next day as well
Doctor :   every day is not the same day, how can you be the same every time you wake up ?
User :   i should at least have the same sense of well being in the morning i belive
Doctor :   well being is how you see yourself.
Doctor :   if you think you are capable to solve any problem than you feel good
Doctor :   are you not capable to face the daily routine problems ?
User :   im not sure
Doctor :   no confusion
Doctor :   you are capable
Doctor :   but you are afraid and lazy
Doctor :   so only you think you cant
User :   but why do all perceptions get altered on a day like this
Doctor :   don't think of why and what, it will cause more confusion
Doctor :   fact is you are capable of doing anything
User :   but thats not going to stop it from happening
Doctor :   what you need to think is how do i do it
User :   tonight when i go to bed im going to be staring at my ceiling and its going to be moving like every other night and then im going to get thinking again
Doctor :   you go to bed for what to sleep
User :   yea but i cant fall asleep
Doctor :   why do you go to bed and allow your brain to think /
Doctor :   you can do one work at a time
Doctor :   either you sleep or think
User :   well i dont know how to stop thinking ive tried telling myself to stop but than it keeps going
Doctor :   you go to bed to sleep, so just ignore and suppress the thoughts and try sleeping
Doctor :   in a week or two you will see you will be sleeping
Doctor :   to help you to get sleep quickly and to avoid thoughts
Doctor :   go for a evening walk, take a light shower before bed and a glass of milk
User :   i cant take walks at night im scared of im not sure but i get paranoid
Doctor :   you cant walk, you cant talk to friends, than what you can do
Doctor :   why dont you just try
Doctor :   before trying why do you want to give up ?
User :   i dont want to give up i want to figure out why i feel like this
Doctor :   because you are afraid and lazy
User :   afraid of what
Doctor :   afraid of yourself
Doctor :   afraid of being unsuccessful
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