Can you write more specifically about the periods when you said you act crazy, or search people out and go drinking for days? We want to see if you might be suffering from what we know as Bipolar Disorder
. It is a mood disorder
where you can see ups and downs in mood, not necessarily alternating. You might have periods when you feel neither depressed nor the opposite (mania). And for this reason, it will help if you could describe more about those periods, so we can see if they are episodes of mania or hypomania
Apart from a possible diagnosis of Bipolar Disorder, mood disorder can also be seen with the use of alcohol and other substance. You might want to write some history of alcohol use, too.
Abhijeet Deshmukh, MD