Will I lose virginity if I have masturbated as a kid?
hi i am jenan from the middle Asia ! 17 years old ! i am Muslim ! as u know Muslim man cant marry a Non- virgin girl ! i dont have a sex i swear ! but when i was 8 years old i enter this to my Vagina !! WWW.WWWW.WW this thing the Muslim use it after they pee The water comes out from this thing ! i search about this and they say what i was doing in my childhood Named Masturbation and the Masturbation make u not a virgin !! i am shocked !!! what can i do ? am i really not a virgin !! i am gonna marry after 2 year ! my husband will kill me !!! Help me plzz ! is this make me not a virgin really ?! :( sorry 4 bad English i told you i am arabic girl :$ waiting your answer and if u want some pic for my Vagina i will give also i cant go to doctor alone mom and my family not allowed me to do this ! i dont know what can i do ! so help me god bless u :(((