I am NOT starting out telling you that you are crazy. Although I am not familiar with parapsychology
, unexplained phenomenon occur daily. So, I am not going to attempt to puzzle this out.
I will state, there are certain medications (prescription and illegal) that can induce these symptoms. Also, if our brain's chemistry is not balanced, you may experience these types of symptoms. You are giving me descriptions of paranoia
along with auditory and tactile hallucinations
. Have you attempted to change your sleep routine? Have you attempted to sleep in a different location (both within your home and outside of your home)?
Are you a very spiritual-based person? Have you attempted to enlist help from your local clergy?
No family physician should make you so uncomfortable that you cannot confide in him/her. If you do not trust your own physician, see another. I believe you could benefit from seeing a therapist in addition to a clergyman.
I'm trying to address your problem from two points - medically and spiritually. If this is a medical problem, the sooner you find out and begin the correct medications, the quicker the symptoms will abate. If this is a spiritual situation, I hope you have a clergyman that is willing to help you. Attempt to speak to a catholic priest.