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May be you are Schizophrenic, Kindly get yourself examined by a Psychiatrist
thoroughly as you will need medications and Psychiatric Counseling. You may want to know more about this condition as it will help you stick to your treatment plan and will help you understand your condition better.
Create Goals and stay focussed on them. Practice Yoga
. Make sleep a Priority, sleep for 8 hours daily and avoid stress
. Exercise regularly, this will improve your physical appearance and go for regular follow up. Eat healthy nutritious balanced diet, quit alcohol and smoking
if you do.
Good Luck and Take Care.