I suffer from mentors mental health disorders for years I know this ocd depression anxiety having panic attacks i shake and my heart pounding my brain cant focus right and it shock the shit out of me. I cant slèep at night im scared nervous inside my stomache i been ok so far.I got worst without my meds I cant be with out him. I have a neverous break down wish theirs times they don t know me I want to party get drunk and leave off to use drugs and fuck men for money I feel real low right now. I also suffer from insomina molested rape I have hate were I m never happy I m my life. I had a misscarige 1yr ago I broke down it was my fault. Child abuse by my uncle Albert.