IVE HAD cHRONIC otitis media my whole life, tonsil out, adnoids, have tmj, had tubed 3 times as a kid, now on my 3rd set of T tubes as an adult, im 28, last year I had two mastoidectomy s one a month after the other with reconstruction of my ossicles with titanium implants, then, my ear continued to leak greenish yellow jelly substance, pain, and occasion pink goo, but I lost insurance so couldnt go see anyone, this morning I woke up with dried blood on my shirt sleeve pillow and all over my ear and inside, I just got health insurance and am going to ent soon, could I have mastoiditis again? Will they do another mastoidectomy? Is there enough bone to drill out still? Where did the blood come from? Im scared this will never stop, it has been my life, headaches, ear problems, sinus infections, allergies, always goes to my ears, will this just continue until I die? Antibiotics dont even work anymore... what else can be causing this, what else can be done to fix me?!