Hi there ~
It is easy to get frustrated with your lingering OCD
problem. It is not uncommon to feel this way at time. Please do not lose hope. If you list the medications that have been tried and if you have or have not had counseling, I may be able to help you better. However, there are many tricks in the psychiatrist's hat, if you may put it that way, that could be used to make your life better. Getting your OCD under control is one thing and keeping it under control is another. I hope you seek the expert help of a qualified psychiatrist who is able to better assess you situation by taking a complete history.