When i go to the toilet to have a poo it really hurts it feels like i am ripping and the pain is really bad. This has been happening for the last few weeks. I have found my poo has been bigger and thicker but i dont think it should be hurting this much. I find myself screaming and doing breathing exersizes. I now dread going to the toilet. It hurts more on the left side but generally it hurts the whole anus. It hurts when i sit down afterwards. Sometimes theres abit of blood in the poo or on the tissue but hardly any at all and not every time.