I had my first psychotic break two years ago during summer where I was having severe stress and a unhealthy relationship ,I was experiencing extreme anxiety and feeling very depressed as I faced a past situation which probably had let me some unsolved postraumatic stress disorder I was experiencing the whole situation again ,and was implementing it to my present one , Before having my psychotic break I had some very high self esteem moments I felt like a very desired woman by everyone then it all continued with severe depression and after having A Reiki session I went totally psychotic ,I was having these Ideas that My thoughts were commanded by my Reiki master then I had this hallucionation that I was Budha Himself that I came in this world encarnated and I should kill myself so Budha could come again!! I was losing sleep and soon become extremely depressed and had suicide thoughts and constantly hearing disterbing voices went on medication but The psychiatrist never told me what I was having ! anyone has any idea if its just psychotic depression,Bipolarity or schizophrenia?