Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. You are right. Such traumatic experiences in childhood leads to anxiety episodes in future. In childhood human mind is under development. Childhood has been classified into several stages of development by several eminent psychologists. Certain predesigned developments are supposed to happen every stage. If a child is deprived of any such development, there is trauma later. I think you should be more clear here. Please post a direct question to me in this website. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I want to know what are all things you are experiencing, There are so many possibilities. Be open. I feel there is something negative in future for you. Please do not ignore these symptoms. Then, after learning you, I shall prescribe some psychotherapy techniques which should help you cure your condition further. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.