Thanks for choosing healthcare magic as a platform to gain answer to your questions. Your taking this step of moving out of your shell , identifying your problem and asking for help shows that you are a confident and intelligent adoloscent. Often we compare ourselves with those around in terms of our abilities and our material wealth - house, money, clothes etc and as long this is healthy that is pushes to be able to enhance our own abilities or acquire certain materialistic things within our means it is fine. and this makes us feel low and inferior. Each of us is born an individual with absolutely individual perosnality traits and physical traits and with time we can enhance our strenghts as well as work on our weaknesses. So the best person to compare yourself is with your own self. You should try to make a list of your own strenghts and weaknesses and make expectations within your means that is set your goals in accordance with your capabilities. For example if you have been an average performer in a sports despite your best efforts then thats it...thats your capacity for that sport and its best to expect that. Find what you are best at, good at , passionate about and you would start feeling happy.
As far as material desires go , dear, theres no end to it..today its playstation 4 and in the near future there would be playstation 5, 6, 7...but definitely as you say what your parents are doing for you and there love for is precious and will only increase day by day so enjoy your life each day as it comes and compete with your own self.
If you feel your feeling of sadness is beyond you and is affecting your acadmeics, relationsips , appetite sleep etc then you need to get in touch with a psychologist
as soon as possible or you can mail me at firstname.lastname@example.org
Thanks and Regards
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