Hello sir. I am a student and i am 20 years old. I dnt know wts happening to me at ol. I m angry frustrated aggressive and irritated ol the tym. I get irritated even at very small things. I feel like to hurt myself. I cry unnecessarily at nights or when no one is around me wdout even knowing why i am crying. Mostly i cry out of irritation and anger and that too fr no reason. Its been like more than a month that ol these problms have begun. I hv been having such tedencies like killing myslf. I feel worthless. My presence or absence doesn t matter much to the people i know. I forget things very often whereas it ws nt like this b4. Now-a-days its even worsening. M told to do smthng i proceed to do smthng but i frgt wt i am abt to do. Whn i enter my room i lock the door nd for example i need to go to the toilet i ll lock the toilet door nd immediately again i ll b cming out to check whether the door is locked or nt i dnt even remember closing the door. M olways like an absent minded person. One day i ws abt to go to tk my bath nd i ws looking for a towel. I had that thing in my mind that i need a towel yet i headed towards the refrigerator nd opened it and strtd looking for it. Nd suddenly i was like what why m i here i need a towel nt anythng else. Even while on the road i ll b walking on the side at first nd automatically i reach the middle of the road without my knowledge nd whn like m back to my senses i immediately run towards the side of the road. I hv started stammering at times. My sleep time is increasing like anything. When i get angry my hands and feets go numb and when i try to control my anger i get severe headaches and i strt feeling dizzy. Whenevr sm1 says smthng or like my parents scold me or smthng i feel like smashing my head in the wall. I wsnt like this b4. I used to hear everything patiently nd sit quietly wheras its the opposite now. I shout at them to keep their mouth shut i fight back. I prefer staying alone mostly just lying down or sitting idle wd no noise at ol. I dont enjoy doing anythng at ol. And yeah ol the tym i feel like as if sm1 s peeping over me ol the tym. This thing is really getting uncomfortable. But whenever i share these things with anyone they r like faltu ka natak fela rkha h tune these r ol shit u r nt the same like b4. And evn my parents they say that these are lame excuses nd nthng else. These things seriously make me feel more miserable. When sm1 asks me whts wrong wd u m nt even able to answer dt wts wrong wd me bcz i srsly hv no idea of what of is happening around wd me. Plese help me doctor i seriously dnt know wts wrong wd me and this thing is affecting me and my relations. I really need your help sir.