Thanks for writing to us.
It seems that you are mentally depressed and are very anxious due to the overexpectations of your parents. You need not worry. There are medicines like fluoxetine
and escitalopram that can help you. You need to grow confidence in yourself. I encourage you to meet a psychotherapist for proper treatment.
I hope this information has been both informative and helpful for you.
Dr. Praveen Tayal