You need some serious counselling
. I wonder why you are on a long term therapy of MAO this is important and you need to quit. You have to look for better sources in yoga
to calm down. A very good exercise is writing down stuff you like to do and repeat it your day to day activity.
Understan d that your age and medication do not correlate. Definitely this drug has side effects known and ununkown so try and get immediate help.