Welcome to the forum. You need to go to the emergency room. It will be better for you to get clinically examined by a doctor. Your need to have a radiological examination to examine your urinary system
( ureters, bladders, kidneys) to rule out any tissue destruction. You may need a few blood tests also.
Since it is the first time you have taken methamphetamine
, it will be nice for you to have a stomach wash so that the toxicity gets totally eliminated out of your body. You will feel healthier and better. You need care and IV fluids and some medications. Drink plenty of water, re-hydrating fluids, soups and juices for a better feel.
These addiction producing products give you temporary relief from the problems that you don't want to remember. It will temporarily make you feel happy, you may be in euphoria and experience feelings of desire but it actually destroys your life in long run. It destroys dopamine
receptors to make you feel unhappy, paranoic, get depressed, irritant, you may experience extreme aggression, etc later in life. It destroys tissues and blood vessels.
It will cause tooth decay
and tooth loss
. Do not take such products that are dangerous for your health. Live a healthy life, change your lifestyle, you will be a new person. Have a nice day, take care.