Welcome to HCM
We understand your concerns
You were positive in so many aspects as you have mentioned. You re energetic and bubbly. Now you are troubled with thoughts which may happen to any human being, rather such things will definitely happen to almost every individual. What is there to wo0rry too much?
You became sad and distressed after the incident for 2, 3, 4 or 5 days. or may be 10 days. Then you should have realized that is it. Why carry on that sorrow?
You are having mood swings due to your thoughts which needed to be treated by a psychologist
. I shall help you online if you desire so.
Get well soon.