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From the clinical condition you have mentioned it appears that apart from the pain and fibromyalgia
you are also having symptoms of depression. As you have mentioned that you are feeling all alone, no one cares about you, multiple pains etc, those are the symptoms of depression. Many medicines are there which are useful in fibromyalgia, pain and depression like Duloxetine
etc. These medicines are very useful in pain and fibromyalgia. I would advise you to visit a good Psychiatrist
for proper evaluation of these symptoms.
Also try non medicinal treatment like Relaxation Exercises, Breathing Exercises, Yoga and Meditation
to boost your confidence and to improve your low mood.
Dr. Seikhoo Bishnoi, MD