Hi there ~
I understand your concerns. I believe that you are having dependence issues with marijuana that is resulting in systemic injury
causing you to have bed wetting
which means you have injured your nervous system very badly. I also think that you should not be using while being on probation and that you have to stop smoking
immediately. Please seek the help of a social worker who can help direct you to the right doctor in your community as you probably need rehab treatment for marijuana dependence
. I wish you all the very best in you quest for recovery from this habit.
I hope this helps. Take care and have a lovely day!