i have recently been diagnosed with pcos and while i know all about the symptoms reatent etc and am currently on treatment, i have a question about its effects on sexuality. im 27 and a virgin. and while ive always had healthy curiosity toward sex, even engaging in cyber when iwas much younger,and knowing about certain aspects of it i shouldnt, seeing things etc, which i know are all ok, ever since i started on the medication, my drive has gone thru the roof. im an intelligent level headed person and alwasy the one hwo thinks ahead etc but lately, maybe im just frustrated after 27 years but lately ive been indulging in webcam sex ona site, sometimes with strangers but i also have 2 people im in regular touch with. while thsoe fun and we know eachother on other levels now, the others makeme feel so awful, yet i cant seem t stop. i used yahoo and the site. i dont go too fra, just top half, and no face ever. but the guilt is eatog me alive. am i normal??? what wrong with me? at first it amde me feel good, more confident, now i just feel perverted. no relationships ever and now these, i feel sad and depressed (not that iwasnt before). so while iv always ahd a noral curiosity, this only started sicne the emdication did. does it have any connection??? how do is stop???? ive already stopped as much, not on the site anymore btu somehow i did once last week. please help. its embarasiing talking to someone , all my friends r married and they wudnt understand. no parenst definitely. what can i do??? whay am i thinking of it constantly???? all the time. at work i work hard, i concentrate but when im not doing that or socialzing with colleagues, im thinking of sex and strange fantasies. please help. a friend once told me last yr that im crany becaise ve never been laid, i need to get laid and ill be in beter mood. i dont know please what can i do?