I was in a relationship for 6 years and was being used by the girl I had caught her cheating on me several times but always a discussion between me and her and her apologies used melt me down and forgive her at last she ditched me with some other guy and I caught her and it was a big mess ended badly That day still haunts me it s been a year now I m better but sometimes it haunts me in my dreams and anxiety attacks I ve controlled my insomnia but it depresses me I was a very lively funny guy with a good sense of humor good in studies and actually all over with her in 6 years I gave up everything like I fool now when I look back I see how much I have degrades myself as a person in everything may it be education games fitness or socialising I hardly talk and always in an irritation mood I had so many friends good ones now none I don t talk it s just I don t say much I want to be happy used to but now it just doesn t happens I don t remember her or love her no more but the scene and day and the betrayal haunts me and depresses me . I want to recover from this badly I wanna laugh socialise be lively again I do everything I workout but it s not the same at it was I am very young and don t want my life to go in vain please suggest me with your expertise. Thank you so much will love to hear. Back from you