I did purple tranquility bath salt between my boyfriend and i we did 3 packs in a day and i havent had any in more than 12 hours i had to take ativan to even get to sleep and i still wasnt sleepy.i finally fell asleep i woke up and i felt ok but then i started not feeling right.i dont feel myself i have kids and when i think about them i dont even feel like their mine.i wanted to shower and get dressed but when i thought about putting clothes on it just felt weird i dont wanna do anything i just wanna sit in one spot.i dont wanna eat,drink,talk,half of the times i dont wanna breathe.im shaky cant think straight,i feel like i am losing my mind.i am a 25 year old female i am 5 ft 1 and i weigh 220,i have high blood pressure,tachacardia,panic attacks,bipolar diabetes,ptsd.what do i do?