I'm 23 young girl who just feels down a lot no matter what anyone does for me I just take it out on them...I dnt feel good about myself at all always tryin to change my apperience...I lost my father when I was 7 and my mum has a learning disability .. It was difficult grown up but I had a great family support ..I'm an only child so I had to take on a big responsibility with my mam... I've always done everything for here but she doesn't get me at all getting older I realised how different we where she would lie so much about money and always put men in her life before me. I know that she does try her best but we just dnt get along any more.. I was in a relationship for 4 year and I was cheated on and lied to he just made me feel like i wasn't good enough made me feel horrible about myself and I'd cry every day and got so paranoid ...I became angry and would lash out and take it out on every one...eventually I got out of that relationship met the fella of my dreams who has dne everything he can for me ...but I still can't be happy I'm still down I've lied over stupid things which are big to him and dnt treat him nice at all...I always complain I always fight with him I just feel like I can never be happy with me life I'm just lost.. my relationship with my mam has gotting so bad I feel like she hates me and talk to me I put her dwn I put my boyfriend down I don't want to be this person anymore I know who I am or wat I want in life but I'm angry feel depressed and most days I'd feel like they would all be happy if I wasn't here...dnt know wen I became this angry person who hates herself hates life and treats the people she loves so badly I know it's not right I've been unhappy for awhile ...just dnt know what to do or how to come out of this black whole I'm buried in plzzzz help