Hei I am thinking very seriously about sicid for many years. I have tryed to cut wrists but my skin seams to be very thick. Anyway I am thinkin what is the best way to cut them so that I would die without much pain. I have plenty of reasons and the most important is mental illness that makes most of my goals in life unachievable. I want to die because there is nothing I can get - family, permanent job, love. Everything goes wrong. I am tired of people mocking me because I can not get anything and living on my parents expence.