i am 19yrs old, my weight is 65kg, my height is 5.4inches. i suffered OCD 3yrs before. i read an article in a paper n was thinking k what it it happened to me? that made me irritable and frustated. i took medication with the consultation of psychiatrist in KEM hospital. the OCD have reduced to a great extent or you can say vanished. now, since, five months i am getting anxiety attacks. the first attack i got was in March, i got the thought of suicide. i took medicine n got better, but now again i got that anxiety attack 3 weeks back. doctor told me that it is because of NEUROTRANSMITTER IMBALANCES IN BRAIN, medication is on but still i am not perfectly well. i hope u can understand how bad m feeling, i get feared WITHOUT ANY REASON. i feel i should die so that my suffering will be at an end. i am searching for a PERMANENT SOLUTION to whatever i am suffering (OCD OR ANXIETY). i want a fast, effective an PERMANENT SOLUTION for this so that i wil not suffer this again ever in my life and be a happy person as i was earlier...