Hi, I feel really anxious and suffer from it as well, I see a physchiatrist but I ve been diagnosed with nothing. I always feel excited and then my mood goes really low. For example I get really hyped up about something and when people stop I continue and then when I get told off my mood goes really low. I do like life but for six years I ve had trouble. I ve tried to hurt my family, I get very anxious, I don t like incredibly loud noises or incredibly bright lights. Sometimes I see lights flickering where as others don t and I thought this was normal. I look up girls on the Internet and YouTube and I m obsessed over them. I just feel down, depressed and I don t know what to do no more. I don t feel I m normal as I have done a lot of stuff normal people wouldn t do. Please someone help me. :(