Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. I am very sure that you a passing through difficult times. But I also see that you have this One in million capacity to understand your problems and go through all the rituals without having any mental anxiety and stress. Even though stress and anxiety are available, they are of mild degree. I shall give the credit to you, YOU ALONE. Average people might have succumbed to their fate. People like you should also try to help others who are suffering, give them motivation, bring meaning to their life etc. Nowadays these services can be done through internet also. Try and once you start, your stress and anxiety levels should come down. Please post a direct question to me in this website. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe some psychotherapy techniques which should help you cure your condition further. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.