thanks for using health care magic.
I have gone trhough your available history.
You should consult a qualified psychiatrist
for detailed evaluation and for proper management.
Doctor may start, Antidepressant drugs like fluoxetine or sertraline or escitalopram.
In extreme cases of depression with suicidal behavior, Electroconvulsive therapy
is very useful for speedy recovery.
Meanwhile you cans start doing stress management
with relaxation techniques
like yoga , meditation, self motivation.
I hope you will come out of this soon.