Hello and welcome to Healthcare Magic. Thanks for your query.
I'm sorry to hear that you are going through a difficult time due to your paranoid thoughts. You are most likely suffering from a delusional disorder
or a morbid jealousy. It is a good thing that you have a good insight into your problem and have come forward to seek help. Treatment becomes much easier in such situations. So, don't worry, there are good medication as well as counselling
techniques which can help you control these paranoid thoughts. I would advise you to consult a psychiatrist
for a detailed psychological evaluation
and further treatment.
Wish you all the best.
- Dr. Jonas Sundarakumar