Hello, I've only ever been with two girls sexually in my life. I trust them fairly well, they're good friends of mine, and they both claim they've never had std's. I'm paranoid because of a recurring problem I have with developing what appear to be little sores, or redded areas, or perhaps rub burns, or a combination of things, that sometimes often seem to develop a scab and disappear. Past times I've pretty calmly explained these as some kind of abrasion caused by my habit of masturbating with no or to little lube. Often I get off by just dry humping a big pillow I have. They've often had a definite rub burn look. Lately though they've been looking very pimple like and have been concerning me. I feel very strongly that this is probably just do to my retarded masturbation habits but I want a professional opinion. The two women I have had sex with had had five or more partners at the time of our sex, which we did about twelve time, and although they say theyve been tested and have always negative but i want to be sure. I can submit pictures if desired.
Okay, strange admission time... When I was around 13 I used to hump my dog.. I did not achieve penetration in any way, I would just rub my dick on my dogs belly and sometimes my tip would touch the outskirts of the bitch's vagina because I tried to put it in but it never went in so I gave up that. I was a sick ass idiot kid so sorry. I feel terrible that I did that but I was under a deluded impression my dog could consent and a stupid horny, lonely, preteen. Ive paid for it now partially with anxiety. Anyway, I want to make sure there's no rare dog herpes I've caught now.
Please help. The anxiety is killing me and Id like to return to nice sex with human females now.