Hi there ~
I understand your concerns. Smoking
weed can cause you to have all the side effects that you have described. I do believe that you might need to concentrate on getting yourself treatment at a rehabilitation
center. I hope this works since you are not able to manage yourself at home. Consulting a substance abuse
counselor will give you ideas on how to be able to deal with these conditions.
I hope this helps. Take care and have a lovely day!