Hi welcome to HCMForum. as your description suggests nerves becoming tense and you are becoming tense and excited.
now every thing is in your own hands. in neurological disorders strong will and initiation works more rather than medicines.
At this stage of failure of drugs one must take out his will power. Dont go on thinking about your disease all the time.
. and diversion technics as gardening music reading books. etc. Besides i advise you some
diet recomendations as dont take much of potato other tubers tomato cauliflower egg chicken and sea foods. Take
fruits juices and luke warm milk while sleeping. I hope my reply satisfactory to you. thank you.