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We understand your concerns
I went through your description. I suggest you not to take self treatment because it is dangerous. As you are now feeling guilty over popping the piple in your private area, you should not feel guilty for something you did dangerously. Therefore, please visit a physician and follow his advice. Never do self diagnosis and never try self treatment
You might need psychological counseling
. You can contact me through www.healthcaremagic.com customer care officers for telephone counseling.
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